Becca’s Blog

 Hi everyone,     I was meaning to give you all a positive new year's update and how the new year is treating me and honestly as much as I want it to be an uplifting update where I'm at mentally right now it just wouldn't be what I'm feeling in my heart and since I told myself I was mainly making this blog for me I don't want to hide the fact that I'm not okay right now. I'm okay physically but not be in a good mental space right now and it's good to get it all out. That being said if you were looking for that happy, life's perfect blog this may not be the blog for you and for that I'm so sorry and hope you can understand I'm doing this not to be negative but to be accountable with all aspects of healing. Now if I only knew where to begin... For starters I just want to point out that ptsd is so so real, it's a disease that may even get worse as time goes on like how it is for me currently. It's been almost 3 years since th...